Wednesday, March 11, 2009

What is up with me?

Well I don't believe the shots worked for me. I haven't felt all that much better. Today I went to physical therapy and man now I am really hurting. I hope that this just means I am working muscles that have not been worked in a while and that soon they will get better. I am trying to do exercises at home as well so I can get better faster. Also, I am going to the doctor on Friday and they are going to look into my kidneys and see if there is a problem there. I just really want someone to fix it. I am really sick of hurting and I am sure you are all sick of hearing me complain about it.

Anyway, there has not been much of anything going on with me since I can't really do anything. I never thought I would really want to go back to work but I really do. I am sick of my little cocoon and of watching TV. I am sorry that I may not have been keeping up with everyone's blogs as much as I would like but it is hard for me to sit for long periods of time. I am sorry that all you have really heard about is my pain but that has been my life lately. I hope to get this fixed soon and get back on to the regularly scheduled program of complaining about infertility. :)

I think my dreams of having a baby in 2009 are pretty much shot but I am ok with getting pregnant in 2009. Lets hope I can get there. It feels like everyone is getting pregnant. BTW I am truly HAPPY for all of you IFers out there who is having there dreams come true. I really am!!!!!! It gives me hope! But right now it also makes me feel left behind. I know I have to start doing something but first I have to get this back thing figured out and then comes the baby thing.

I hope you are all doing well and if I haven't commented on your blog lately I am sorry I will get caught up soon. I think of you all, all the time wondering how everyone is doing so I am going to a few blogs a day to try to keep up. You guys give me hope and inspiration and I THANK YOU all from the bottom of my heart!

6 comments:

Melissa said...

aw man, I hope they find out what is causing your back problems! That has to be so frustrating. Is there anything that your doctors are going to do in the meantime to help ease the pain?

CJ said...

I'm so sorry you are in constant pain. :( That must really be an absolutely nightmare. I am definitely looking forward to you complaining about IF again. :) Okay, not really though, you know what I mean....

chicklet said...

I'm with the others - it really sucks that the shots aren't working and you're still in constant pain. That's gotta suck the life out of you! Here's hoping they get it figured out soon...

Monica LeMoine said...

Sending hugs and hope in your direction!

Cara said...

Just focus on getting better. You need those strong back muscled for a great pregnancy!!!

thinking of you xoxo

Straubles said...

Hugs, hugs and more hugs! GOSH I hope you get to feeling better and can be pain free soon. :-)