What is up with me?

Well I don't believe the shots worked for me. I haven't felt all that much better. Today I went to physical therapy and man now I am really hurting. I hope that this just means I am working muscles that have not been worked in a while and that soon they will get better. I am trying to do exercises at home as well so I can get better faster. Also, I am going to the doctor on Friday and they are going to look into my kidneys and see if there is a problem there. I just really want someone to fix it. I am really sick of hurting and I am sure you are all sick of hearing me complain about it.

Anyway, there has not been much of anything going on with me since I can't really do anything. I never thought I would really want to go back to work but I really do. I am sick of my little cocoon and of watching TV. I am sorry that I may not have been keeping up with everyone's blogs as much as I would like but it is hard for me to sit for long periods of time. I am sorry that all you have really heard about is my pain but that has been my life lately. I hope to get this fixed soon and get back on to the regularly scheduled program of complaining about infertility. :)

I think my dreams of having a baby in 2009 are pretty much shot but I am ok with getting pregnant in 2009. Lets hope I can get there. It feels like everyone is getting pregnant. BTW I am truly HAPPY for all of you IFers out there who is having there dreams come true. I really am!!!!!! It gives me hope! But right now it also makes me feel left behind. I know I have to start doing something but first I have to get this back thing figured out and then comes the baby thing.

I hope you are all doing well and if I haven't commented on your blog lately I am sorry I will get caught up soon. I think of you all, all the time wondering how everyone is doing so I am going to a few blogs a day to try to keep up. You guys give me hope and inspiration and I THANK YOU all from the bottom of my heart!