Friday, September 11, 2009

Remembering

Today is a day of remembrance for everyone. A day where you think back to what you were doing when you heard or saw those horrific images on the screen. People screaming, dust covered, crying confused... I remember like it was yesterday. I can't believe it has been 8 years. The days following, I wondered how would we make it through this. It was scary...but we did it.


Today is also the day where I remember...I remember that I have an angel that should be 4 yrs old today. My first...suppose to be born...now my first...to be lost. I remember what I felt. I was screaming and crying and begging for things to be different. I wondered if I could possibly make it through all that pain...some how I did. It was scary...but I did it.


So today I remember all those that lost their lives on the horrific day. I remember the life that never came to be.


Even though I never got to see your face, hold you tight, hear you call me mommy...I love you my angel as if you were here for a lifetime!

10 comments:

Mo and Will said...

I wish peace for you on this day. Take time out for yourself.

Mo

Sunny said...

Remembering with you.

Hugs.

Demara said...

:(

Another Dreamer said...

Remembering with you, lots of (*HUGS*)

Triumph said...

Thinking you today and sending hugs. We usually make it through these situations, that's the funny thing and we are stronger and a better person for them.

All THE BEST

Cara said...

Remembering with you -- and all the still mourning on this day.

battynurse said...

It is a day for remembering. Even more so for you. hugs to you.

Dora said...

Also remembering with you. Big hug.

iamstacey said...

{{{HUGS}}}

Stacey said...

Michelle,
Thanks for sharing your own story of loss on my post about Hurricane Ike. Amazing.

((BIG HUGS)) as you remember your precious little one.